had a bad day

This morning I woke up feeling awfully depressed. After trying all my usual things to make myself feel better and ending up feeling so much worse I walked to the shop, bought a pack of razors, spent 10 minutes using a blunt knife to get the actual blade out of the razor then used it too cut the inside of my thigh 11 or 12 times. I then blotted it with tissue and covered it up with medi - tape.  I haven’t felt depressed enough to hurt myself in a long time and feeling so lost was devastating. It didn’t make me feel better. I don’t feel so bad now but my leg is sore.
That’s all.


Q
I wish I could fuck you :(
A

Why? x


geronimojumprightin:

so wise that professor…. 

geronimojumprightin:

so wise that professor…. 

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got 3 hours sleep before work and had a nightmare about having my heart cut out of my chest… Today is clearly gonna be a good day :/


feeling…

very fat today :(



apparentlyimtoomuch:

It’s six am and I want to be lying next to you

With our hands locked together

And legs intertwined.

I want your face buried in my neck

And I want to listen to you breathing.

I want you to wake up and tell me

“I’m so tired”

Because I want to whisper

“go back to sleep”

And I want to hold you tighter when you do.

I want to lie in bed alone with you

In the comforting quiet of the early morning hours

And maybe read a book while you sleep.

I want to be simple with you.

And I want to be whatever you need me to be.

We were the perfect game to play, now we both lost.

I fell in love with the morning, how you stumbled out of bed when you first woke up

And how your eyes groaned with exhaustion.

The way your hand grasped my hipbones while your lips

Stole the ending of my sentences.

Every day with you felt like a month of Sunday mornings

with dark bed sheets and lazy smiles.

That same morning I fell in love with the coffee shop down the street, and the way you asked for two sugars,

but you actually meant three.

The walk home from your house made me remember what Monday mornings feel like.

Somewhere in between falling in love with our midnight conversations

that were exhaled and interrupted by deep breaths and tea stains,

reading the love notes you had written on my flesh,

I realised I am in love with the presence of your words,

And the feel of your existence.

But I am not in love with you.



chibird:

Words of bunny wisdom: Do your best and have confidence in yourself. This bunny believes in you, but it’ll only make any difference if you believe in yourself.

chibird:

Words of bunny wisdom: Do your best and have confidence in yourself. This bunny believes in you, but it’ll only make any difference if you believe in yourself.



I like wearing oversized sweaters. Not only because they’re extremely comfy and cuddly, but also because whenever the sleeves are really big, I get to flop them around and smack people.

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We all wear masks, and the time comes when we cannot remove them without removing some of our own skin.
André Berthiaume (via setbabiesonfire)

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The way you’re singing in your sleep
The way you look before you leap
The strange illusions that you keep
You don’t notice but I’m noticing